mood: good
music: stars - one more night
the arcade fire - i'm sleeping in a submarine
tegan and sara - take me anywhere
yeah yeah yeahs - cheated hearts
belle & sebastian - wandering alone
andrew bird - measuring cups
the shins - turn a square
a perfect circle - blue
tool - part of me
smashing pumpkins - today
Today started out like any other. It also ended like any other. But in between, something magical happened. Me and Sarra had revelations galore. We made fun of Emman together and moped over the suckiness of our lives like the good ol' days. Ah the good ol' days. The days of foolishness and curiosity and of course first loves. I only mention first loves so I could mention how I am still physically attracted to my ex guardian force.
The other thing on my mind is money and how I need it so. I'm tired of working hard and having nothing to show for it. I've now set my my sights on some get rich quick schemes. Most of them are half baked and so I need to think of my own full proof ones. I need to work on my novel because it should be at least a little bit amusing to write and should rake in the dough.
Moving on to another subject, I was working hard today on my homework and felt a sense of accomplishment. It's been a while since I've experienced that one. I'm starting to think that life isn't so bad. I wonder how long that'll last. I give it a couple of hours. Life will go back to sucking in the morning when I have to wake up for my 8:30 class.
I got to thinking about Amani. Do I really want her or am I just bored of the way things are? I don't really know and so I'll give the thought more time to swim around in my head. I do know that if i meet anybody more daring and reckless, I'll be all over them like jelly on peanut butter. Also I wouldn't mind them all over me which is the rare case of someone spreading the jelly first or the sandwich might be flipped.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
and so it began
mood: relaxed
music: bat for lashes - prescilla
loquat - need air
stars - elevator love letter
keane - can't stop now
the decemberists - grace cathedral hill
gregory and the hawk - avalanche! oh, avalanche!
iron and wine - naked as we came
regina spektor - chemo limo
the vines - ride
the postal service - brand new colony
Let's talk about the first week of the new semester at school. As soon as I was back, it felt like I had never left. My attitude though was different. I was serious this time. I was going to give it my all even if it meant I'd be one of those people who always study and don't ever have any fun because of it. My counselor recommends 12 credits but I have 19 and I plan on keeping all of them and passing each class with no lower than a B. But that is only one of the many goals I have set for myself. My ultimate goal is to save enough money to be able to travel the globe. I want to be able to do exciting and daring things. Base jumping off of cliffs in Norway is one of those things. I also hope to take someone special with me to share the experience with. Which reminds me. If I still can, I'll go rescue Fahima from her misery. I love Fahima and I love her sister Akhi. Both of them have impacted my life greatly and because of them I feel the need to impact someone else's life in a similar way. Have them remember me forever as I will remember the Haidar sisters for an eternity. What of romantic love then? I once thought Fahima was the one for me but I have matured plenty since then. I now believe that the person I end up with is the person I am meant to be with. I am currently trying to win Amani's love and will continue to try until I succeed or until I am rendered incapable of trying.
music: bat for lashes - prescilla
loquat - need air
stars - elevator love letter
keane - can't stop now
the decemberists - grace cathedral hill
gregory and the hawk - avalanche! oh, avalanche!
iron and wine - naked as we came
regina spektor - chemo limo
the vines - ride
the postal service - brand new colony
Let's talk about the first week of the new semester at school. As soon as I was back, it felt like I had never left. My attitude though was different. I was serious this time. I was going to give it my all even if it meant I'd be one of those people who always study and don't ever have any fun because of it. My counselor recommends 12 credits but I have 19 and I plan on keeping all of them and passing each class with no lower than a B. But that is only one of the many goals I have set for myself. My ultimate goal is to save enough money to be able to travel the globe. I want to be able to do exciting and daring things. Base jumping off of cliffs in Norway is one of those things. I also hope to take someone special with me to share the experience with. Which reminds me. If I still can, I'll go rescue Fahima from her misery. I love Fahima and I love her sister Akhi. Both of them have impacted my life greatly and because of them I feel the need to impact someone else's life in a similar way. Have them remember me forever as I will remember the Haidar sisters for an eternity. What of romantic love then? I once thought Fahima was the one for me but I have matured plenty since then. I now believe that the person I end up with is the person I am meant to be with. I am currently trying to win Amani's love and will continue to try until I succeed or until I am rendered incapable of trying.
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