Monday, January 28, 2008

lights really turn on with realizations

mood: good
music: stars - one more night
the arcade fire - i'm sleeping in a submarine
tegan and sara - take me anywhere
yeah yeah yeahs - cheated hearts
belle & sebastian - wandering alone
andrew bird - measuring cups
the shins - turn a square
a perfect circle - blue
tool - part of me
smashing pumpkins - today

Today started out like any other. It also ended like any other. But in between, something magical happened. Me and Sarra had revelations galore. We made fun of Emman together and moped over the suckiness of our lives like the good ol' days. Ah the good ol' days. The days of foolishness and curiosity and of course first loves. I only mention first loves so I could mention how I am still physically attracted to my ex guardian force.

The other thing on my mind is money and how I need it so. I'm tired of working hard and having nothing to show for it. I've now set my my sights on some get rich quick schemes. Most of them are half baked and so I need to think of my own full proof ones. I need to work on my novel because it should be at least a little bit amusing to write and should rake in the dough.

Moving on to another subject, I was working hard today on my homework and felt a sense of accomplishment. It's been a while since I've experienced that one. I'm starting to think that life isn't so bad. I wonder how long that'll last. I give it a couple of hours. Life will go back to sucking in the morning when I have to wake up for my 8:30 class.

I got to thinking about Amani. Do I really want her or am I just bored of the way things are? I don't really know and so I'll give the thought more time to swim around in my head. I do know that if i meet anybody more daring and reckless, I'll be all over them like jelly on peanut butter. Also I wouldn't mind them all over me which is the rare case of someone spreading the jelly first or the sandwich might be flipped.

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